koizora

I stayed up pretty late last nite (4am), just watching ou xiang ju, cos there's pretty nothing much to do, except to wait for my project to be reviewed and wait to be signed off before i can get another job. And the weather.. is making me very sleepy.

I woke up 8am, and felt the rush to go to work, but nevermind about that bit for a moment, at least not for now. Made myself a breakfast of cold milk, strawberries and mandarin orange and a loaf of ugly bread. There is nothing much interesting in the news today... so i began bugging my 'supervisor' to hurry up already with my project, other ppl write 11 page hand in, i write 49 pages for u ... so please let me off already. It was a long wait. So i continued watching idol dramas, until at was afternoon.. and i began to feel drowsy again, so i stopped utubing and went to the bed. The weather outside is so rainy and wet, it coloured my bedroom a dangy moody grey. The alarm clock rang at 5pm, 1 hour later, and i off-ed it. The next time i came to consciouness, my hp rang the tune of 'spirited away', it was joanne. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT OUR MOVIE DATE, WHICH EVERYBODY TOOK THE PAIN TO RUSH TO TOWN AFTER WORK FROM ALL OVER THE ISLAND. And I am still in bed. So I said ' Oh no, I overslept again!' And kena scolded by one of the most gentle friend i ever had. great!! She said.. i had 50 minutes to get into town from bed, and there might be a traffic, so i should just stay at home. I said ok. 2 minutes later, I called her and she called my house at the same time.. and she won. So i picked up the phone and told her ' I change my mind, I try to come now. Er, so which movie was it in the end?' See what happens to me when i have friends who do everything in the world for me and i just follow them blindly, everywhere? And so I wore a simple t and jeans, pulled on a grey sweater (to match my room colour, and the weather) and sling on my handbag... And ran out of house. The bus came after a 20mins wait, and the sky was pouring like it has been holding its urine for n days. And there is this super ungentlemanly guy who stepped on my feet with this whole body weight and gave me an anyhow-sorry. %^&$%^$&^%^ When I finally reached cathay, and gave my name to the usher and found my dear dear friends somewhere in the dark cinema... I realised i was watching 'sky of love'.



koizora (Sky of love)
A cellphone novel based on a true story of a girl named mika. This is the kinda the perfect movie which a guy would bring a girl to watch.. cos it is definitely tear-jerking, painful and sweet movie. But, I liked the 'hiro' in the movie.. cos he has a way cool hair.. spiked and styled back, and totally white. Didn't i always say i liked grey hair.. well.. this one is way cooler. Ok, I read reviews about the movie before i went... some 3 weeks ago, cos i saw the poster ad for this movie and forced joanne to watch it with me and soon, cos of this cute guy. It is a love movie, about teen pregnancy, gang rape, miscarraige and life and death. Throughout, i was forcing back my tears, trying to be the last to cry.. and it was a tough battle. I am most touched by how the guy 'hiro' remembers the day the baby left and commemorate it even after so many years... and how they talked about the sky, and the last few scenes when the pages of his diary turned to the last , when he drew his one wish, that they could be together with their 'baby'... manz... this guy. It is the sort of movie that would make girls all gentle and vulnerable, that's why ti is ideal to bring the girl u like to watch it, and the rest is good luck to u. what am i talking about?







AFter The movie, we had dinner together at shilin, I ate 快乐便当, it was NICE! and we chat about our future plans. i felt much better. and that's when i learnt that my friend rejected this classmate of ours, and he turned back into his drinking habits. Stop it already ok?? and how the classmates at her workplace would go drinking after work.. and they actually drink pretty much... manz.. dun turn alcoholic u guys. hang on. Over at my place, we q up and drink mr bean soyabean. (hahhahhhahHAHHhahahHAHhahhaHAHhah) I am glad I didn't help that guy match up with my best friend, though he offered to pay for my "L change the world' movie tickets... I wouldn't hand over my best friend to an alcoholic! Haiz.. so hands up anyone who hasn't watched L movie, cos joanne betrayed me and watched already. (fuming mad)


Travelling home on an empty bus, i felt warm inside (my mum's grey sweater, of cos not). I dunno why but I kept thinking about how loved i am, by my friends and my parents, siblings, colleagues. I feel so protected by my friends, and my parents, that i am already used to it.


I think, great things just happen to me, and i hope I can have all the memory power gigabytes to remember them for ever. and that's why I feel so blessed reflecting back on these things, on an empty bus heading for home. And I think in life, one big lesson to learn, is to learn how to love yourself. The rain has just stopped outside the window.


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And to the people who contributed to my memories:
You're beautiful.
it's true.