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最近，也不算很忙。
我想，工作环境不一样吧。还是工作的需求变了。还是自己的态度已经不一样。
但是，最近就没有在想很多事情，就是很投入的做我该做的事情。
日子淡淡的，平凡的。我想，这就是一种简单生活吧。
但是，我开始寻找别的， 东西。平凡是很好，没错，它是很好。但是；
但是我想都是我的个性，可能比较澎湃，比较向往刺激，或什么，
总觉得我不够满足，我要找更多，的东西。
我想，这就是人吧！

无论，
工作上的成就感，
未来的规划，
兴趣的追逐，
我都想要。


反而，
也不知道为什么的，
已经觉得不向往爱情，
已经觉得爱情留在等待区就好，
隔在一边，
你不去离它，它也不会吵到你，
只是暂时占了一点你的位而已。
渐渐，
我已经觉得爱情，

也没有什么好期待的。


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work has been fine.
I've got a couple of compliments from my patients yesterday.
An indonesian patient complimented me on my youth, knowledge and (looks)
I pretty much backed away, strugling not to blush under my professional and mature outer shell. but, blushing is very much me. There is no way to hide that.
And I must be alil mad to be happy the whole day because someone said I was pretty, wahahahahahhaaaa, I hope I can believe that. And it didn't help when all my colleagues were all around. This, is not a contest, but a service we are doing for mankind, and hope to do it with the right attitude and heart.

Maybe I should take up something, to learn in my free time. song writing, guitar, japanese? I've got to do something, when I miss my friends and they cannot be around with me, and to find an outlet for all the energy trapped within me.



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And the part on horoscope today on ST Life! says, as I catch a glimpse:
You need to make sure that you have at least a little time for romance today, even if you are single. You should find that it is easier than ever to attract the right kind of attention.


yeah, right..
(did it get manipulated by the SDU of soemthing?)