today...

had a major test and i think i flunk it, but nvm, i shall worry about it later. and then i picked my final test date and it happened to be the first day of the series, the earliest timing.. speaking of bad luck. and then did not do any rounds, i just spent my time reading the stuffs i had to go thru for today and she is kind enough to let me stay and read, i mean i feel bad enough going up without preparing. And antibiotics is not exactly my strongest subject.. prob one i hated most. and then there is this impromptu feedback she gave and it made me really demoralised cos i felt i hadn't been studying hard enough and reconsidered my choice of job infuture.. i mean seriously... and then so i went back and had a chat with my friends and they got the same shit too... so... no surprises.. but anyway i was thankful for the advice and i think what she said was right.. just that maybe we are too stupid to make it or it takes time to do it...maybe i am slow learner or something. anyways.. today ended well as i made my way (feeling like a pile of shit, i mobile pile of shit) to suntec for dinner at NYDC. didnt have the appetite for anything since i hadn't been eating dinner for the past n days due to my paramounting project work, and readings. so i ordered this mudpie ice cream thinggy... and it turned out to be an icecream-cake... wasn't what i expected but anyway, good try... i'll try something else in future. wasn't too into food just now, just needed some sweet and sinful indulgence to console myself.. without much success. But the feeling of chatting over dinner with my close frens of 7 years is a very cosy feeling...then we were discussing about plans for lao yu sheng on CNY day until i suddenly remembered.. i was put on duty for CNY day 1...

SHIT
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And they say that bad luck doesn't come alone
and it is true.



-- in need of luck --